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|Friday, February 27th, 2009|
Created by Train Horn
I just found out that I'm not a teenager...I'm so shocked!!! :D
|Tuesday, January 6th, 2009|
this is Luna. She's 7 months old right now...and a real explorer...
|Saturday, July 26th, 2008|
From 11 till 17 august, I'll have a week off. And it frightens me, because I will have to spend it alone...Everyone of my friends (and I don't have many) is on holiday or working, or busy with their own stuff.
it's not that I'm looking for a relationship, but I think this loneliness is hard to take right now...I feel a great need for company, for people to talk to.. Current Mood: distressed
|Monday, July 7th, 2008|
When I woke up this morning, I saw that Luna gave birth to 6 little ones...
I didn't even know she was pregnant. Really shocking... Current Mood: shocked
|Sunday, July 6th, 2008|
All of a sudden I made a decision to get me a pet. Because I live in an appartement (no garden) I thought a hamster would be a good option. After googling, and visiting some hamster sites, I finally decided to go for it. It takes responsibility, but somehow I love to be responsible. Now I have a roommate...Her name is Luna and she's has a soft fur, she's really cute...I love watching her! Current Mood: touched
|Sunday, June 22nd, 2008|
this is an empty sunday. It's been long since I spend a sunday completely on my own...
I'm still trying to cope with my relationship that has come to an end. It happened so all of a sudden, I never saw it coming...
Trying to move forward, but what am I moving towards to?? Current Mood: depressed
|Sunday, May 18th, 2008|
a friendship with someone you love and trust can be better than a relationship with external tensions. I'm about to discover that. Because friendship always has been the foundation and because we are not in war, there might be a good chance we don't have to lose each other. Current Mood: sad but recovering
|Sunday, May 4th, 2008|
I'm so glad we are together. Almost nine months and going strong... I'm really lucky that I got to know him. Almost a year, and it feels that we have been together for ages.:) Current Mood: happy
|Monday, February 4th, 2008|
|tired of the dark days
I dislike the first three months of the year. It's the time when I don't have enough daylight, and usually feel weak and sick.
Winter is not cold here (yes...global warming...) but the grey skies are so depressing...
I saw chocolate Easter eggs in the supermarket the other day, spring must not be so far away :)
|Wednesday, January 2nd, 2008|
Happy New Year! Hope you all have a wonderful 2008...
2007 was a major achievement year for me :finally got my appartment, and found a soulmate just when I settled in being a happy (and eternal ;)) single person. I left the past, in which I got hurt a lot by people who said that they loved me, behind. It really seems a rule that you find someone when you give up looking. The cliché seems to be true...
I'm curious what this new year will bring... Let's start with getting through the winter and expecting the spring...:) Current Mood: hopeful
|Monday, November 19th, 2007|
|winter has come and I need to stay warm
Days are getting colder now, it's starting to freeze.
Bad thing is that it increases my eczema. The tempatures changes (coming from outside to inside) causes bumps and makes my skin itch terribly :( it's because my skin suddenly gets too hot, I suppose. I hate scratching but I can't stop it...
Good thing is that I'm still in the same wonderful relationship. It amazes me everyday that there's someone so compatible with me. I loved to go for autumn walks with him, and now I'm looking forward to spend the winter with him. ;)
One of the residents I worked with died on Friday. Like usually it gives me that strange feeling of 'never again'. Although I didn't like that person at all, he wasn't particulary friendly or nice, demanded a lot of attention in a negative way... But it's always strange when someone is gone...
Have a warm winter, all! Current Mood: grateful
|Monday, September 17th, 2007|
As a look back on previous entries, I see a lot of things have occupied my mind through the years. Things like looking for a job, feeling not very comfortable when doing my job, dabbling into wrong relationships and feeling empty and hurt. Don't we all go through this? ;)
But now, I feel there's something different. I met a man whom I'm compatible with. Our personalities just fit. We both have no desire for sex, we have the same sense of humor, we both cherish the same values... I never liked sappy stuff, but this is really a miracle. A difficult person like me, who finds a significant other. It's simply amazing. We are together for one month now, and it still grows stronger and stronger. I experience feelings that are so different from the ones in the past. This could be happiness, real happiness. :) Current Mood: cheerful
|Sunday, May 13th, 2007|
I just saw the movie 'I am Dina'. Quite heavy stuff, about a young woman who accidently kills her mother when she's a child and gets obsessed by death as an adult. Good actors and an indepth plot, but somehow a little too overwhelming for me.
for more info , look at www.iamdina.com
|Thursday, April 26th, 2007|
I really like the kind of life I lead. I have a quiet place to call my own. I have a job where I'm social, and I come home and relax. I read, I take a walk, I'm starting to sleep a lot better (thanks to the curtains that decorate my windows now).
I have a very special friend I get to see often. I have other good friends that I don't see so often, but I'm more or less in touch with them anyway.
Quietness is the key to my happiness I suppose. nobody critizing me or yelling at me. Finally peace in my head... Current Mood: calm
|Friday, April 13th, 2007|
Since long, and maybe for the first time in my life since childhood I must say I feel happy. I have a place to call my own, can live the way I want, and I have great friends. I finally feel peace. :)
The first weeks of living here were rather stressful. Running around the whole time to get everything I needed and to get everything working round here. But now I really feel less restless and more at ease.
I have all my lights hung up now :) Curtains will come in 10 days, I will get my living room furniture in the first half of May. Yay for being almost settled :) Current Mood: (I really am)
|Thursday, March 29th, 2007|
I live in my new home.
I have not much furniture or curtains yet, and not much chandeliers on the ceiling.
But I do have internet, from this day on! And I live by myself now!
Time to clean my appartment a bit... ;) Current Mood: happy
|Saturday, February 24th, 2007|
just when I thought the internet couldn't surprise me anymore, it did.
I've found a new messenger, IMVU, where you can chat in 3D. it pictures you as an avatar and you share a room with your chat partners avatar, and are able to move yourself, to make gestures and of course to chat.
If someone has this one, feel free to add me. My nick is also Myralinn. Current Mood: amused
|Wednesday, February 21st, 2007|
|the big wait.
I'm still not certain when my move will take place. Just waiting for the delivery of a lot of stuff, like a bed, and chandeliers. (Is that the correct word? I mean things to put light bulbs in :) )
I hate uncertainty. I hate waiting...and waiting...and waiting... Current Mood: nervous
|Sunday, February 11th, 2007|
|moving out update...
and now we are a week further....I have ordered some things like a bed, cupboards, couches, tables and chairs. I also went looking for some curtains, and they will come to mesure my windows next thursday. Still in need for enlightment ;-) Lamps and light bulbs that is. There's so much to do when you're starting to move into a new home. The first half of March I guess I will be able to live there, but it will be May before I really have everything. But that's not a disaster...
I have to work a lot next week, so not much moving possibilities and I have a cold. But I'll continue anyway... ;-) Current Mood: okay
|Monday, February 5th, 2007|
I got the key to my appartment today.
The way to moving out has begun.
It was an exhausting day. Current Mood: exhausted